No more hiding my love.
It’s time to share our truth.
Channelling star source energy through sound is the way I bring my truth to Earth to create the most profound healing potential for humanity.
Bathing you in sound to bring balance, clarity and harmony. Using sound healing as a modality for healing trauma and clearing blocked energy through the pure tones of my voice in song, galactic light language and with crystal singing bowls.
According to my Akashic Records, I’m a Mission Realmer and Spica Soul who channels the energy of Shira - a female entity who sits by water in a distant galaxy, healing people through her voice activation and vibration.
As a powerful visionary and sound healer, my gift to you is one of sanctuary; a safe space where you can embody the greatness of your femininity, heal pain and trauma and feel supported in your journey of releasing toxic habits on your path to harmony and pureness.
There is no better time for you to embrace courage, step into your magnificence and find your own resonance.
Landing here
I’ll be honest with you…
A year ago I didn’t fully trust myself or my work. I loved how I guided, activated and supported my clients and I was proud of the physical strength and fitness I’d built in the gym, but there was always something missing...
A longing for more, a yearning to go deeper, a desire to be more bold and share my truth in a more potent, visible way.
But to transform my life, I had to enter a period of healing and transformation. I had to have difficult conversations, ask better questions, cultivate a practice of presence, learn to say no, understand how my past affects my present, change my reactions and reassess friendships.
I had to honour the beauty of a deeply emotional healing journey that’s ultimately shifted everything for me, including the pureness and practicalities of my offerings.
Being so much more firmly rooted in myself has helped me to truly see and appreciate my natural gifts and potential to support others through periods of growth and transformation.
When you land here in my energy field, you’ll feel a natural buzz as I hold space for you through your transformation journey to step into the fullest expression of your truth. As you release the stress and trauma within, you’ll rise to new frequencies, achieve higher levels of self-awareness and become more deeply connected to source.
Through my own healing journey I can now see the intelligence, depth and purpose of my life experiences - including studying opera, being a vocal coach, sitting with singing bowls, creating sonic soundscape tracks, teaching yoga, learning meditation, coaching and tapping into the energy of the Universe through channelled light language.
Everything happens
FOR us.
And so it is.
In those moments, it felt like I was drowning.
As I built up the courage to truly connect with my younger self, I began to notice visceral sensations in my body that showed up as clues for deeper investigation. Through meditation and visualisation, I offered HER space and time for the truth to reveal itself.
In my book ‘Light The Way’ (2021), I talked about ‘no more hiding’ - but it took this year of healing work to realise I was still partly hiding in plain sight, too afraid of what the depths would reveal to me. Writing my book throughout 2020 and 2021 was an important part of my journey to heal the father wound, guiding me forward to the next stages of my growth and potential.
It’s taken a year to figure out how much little Natalie was traumatised, to accept I had PTSD, to deepen my understanding of trauma and become aware of fragments remaining in my physical and energetic bodies.
Visualising the fragmented self as a broken mirror and learning to accept that it’s ok that it’s broken and not try to put the pieces back together, instead accepting and understanding and learning to just BE with myself.
It was a moment of pure blissful clarity when I realised that everything I’d learnt, studied and experienced over my lifetime about sound healing, operatic singing and vocal coaching, yoga and meditation, was gifted to me as tools for my own healing journey, to overcome PTSD and childhood trauma and ultimately to support other beautiful souls on their path to transformation.
Taking a
Year off
Taking a year ‘off’ from client work, social media, alcohol and overthinking (or even thinking of overthinking!) has been truly miraculous.
As someone who already lived, breathed and worked in the healing and transformational space, I had no idea I still had so much healing to do. But sparked by my sister’s courageous decision to go through the ACA (Adult Children of Alcoholics) 12-step programme and put ‘recovery first’, I embarked on a journey of self-discovery that would crack me open like nothing before.
This was a journey of vulnerability. Intuitively knowing that it would be painful with no quick fix. All I could do was trust the process…
I had to dive deep into the truth of my upbringing; to connect with my childhood self through some of the toughest moments of her life.
I had to get brutally honest about life in a dysfunctional home with an alcoholic parent; through the fear, the trauma and the deep-rooted emotions of feeling like I was never special enough, loved enough or good enough.
Healing the mother wound
Facing the reality that my 42 year old body was in menopause, the struggle of body dysmorphia and the grief of not becoming a mother in this earthly lifetime brought up deep shame that was hidden within my cells. Not only was I dealing with my own emotions, but I carried energy from my mother’s calls for help from the time I was in the womb, and from female ancestors throughout my lineage.
Sound healing helped me to locate, accept and release this shame that had subconsciously been weighing me down for years.
Now, I’m no longer IN someone else’s story. I’m creating my own story, my own life, my own stage play.
Healing the abandonment wound
To work on my issues of abandonment, not feeling loved or seen, I had to connect on a deep level with my childhood self, far deeper than ever before. So deep it brought pain, discomfort and sickness viscerally into my body.
One childhood memory particularly triggered me:
I’m on the gravel driveway at our family home, with my dad. I want his attention and his love. I want a loving father. Instead I have a self-centred father. Why is he looking after the bike so much? I’m here. Why isn’t he looking after me?
It’s not his fault, I don't blame him. It goes through the lineage - my grandad was also taken in by alcoholism. But the effect for me has been a constant seeking of situations and relationships that play into the abandonment wound; more experiences of it being true that I’m not worthy of love, or of being seen, heard and valued.
Through my healing work, I now find the love I need within myself and through Source, the energy of the Universe. I’m filled with gratitude to now be safe, supported and loved. I don’t need to repeat that pattern anymore. Little Natalie showed up to help me heal and that experience has been the most powerful thing in my life.
No more hiding.
It’s time to share my fullest, deepest, most profound truth.
Prioritise the power of creative mothering
Tap into the power of mothering yourself and parenting your inner child with Natalie’s Latest track - Song Of Noor.